Finally Grasping Reality.

High school is nothing but memories and with that people are left behind. Those who choose to stay wrapped up in that tiny little festering bubble that they sadly call life.

If you think for one second that "work hard, party harder" is a motto then you
are mistaken, but then again define your definition of partying ?

Massive social events that include drinking, marijuana and a dance floor ... alright those I can understand. BUT cocaine, pills, alcohol amongst other substances within one night is wreck less neglect to your body.
What will be left to survive after struggling to work hard once all that
excessive "partying" is no more? Or will it always be ?

Nausea overwhelms me to know the people that once were my entire life are no long even a speck of who we were. Evolving is human nature. It's what we are habit to. The only thing constant is change. So change for the better not get sucked in to the black dark hole of misery.

Days go by where is sit and wonder about life every morning I wake up I think to
myself what is today going to bring me.

More obstacles are put in my path everyday but I always told myself once I hit 21 things were going to come full throttle. I take my falls to be my own and not to blame anyone else. These are MY obstacles and MY experiences that I must learn from.

Your choices are no one elses but your own. With that said I love you all far
too much but I have grown to love myself more because I truly care about what
this world has to offer.

Until you are able to comprehend your path in this life I will stand on the sidelines routing for you to come to your senses to realize what a beautiful human-being you truly once were.